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Horus & Anubis

May 11, 2010 Leave a comment

The God-energy of Horus and Anubis, collectively, as been coming to me strongly and gradually. I’m not sure what’s to be learned or revealed. It’s mostly fight scenes and weapons, especially the scene where Osiris instructs Horus in the art of war, using a weapon which resembles a short scythe or curved blade.

Anubis, on the other hand, uses the weapon of a staff (or is it a javelin?). But unlike his step brother Horus, Anubis does more magic and energywork, especially opening and closing of gates/portals, and teleportation. He is, after all, the ‘opener of pathways’ and the guardian of the Duat.

Of course, this does help explain the name of this blog – Sons of Isis – and why that name came to me very strongly in the beginning.

How can I use this knowledge in my healing work?

Perhaps a story is waiting to be told – right, Lord Osiris? 😉


A Song Healing

March 24, 2010 Leave a comment

Archangel Raziel, keeper of divine knowledge – I pray that you may reveal to me the knowledge of a past life that is still weighing heavily on my soul. That I may learn its wisdom and release it. May I receive this knowledge as I sleep. Thank you.

Just before I dozed off at 6 am I remember an image of a bishop (robes, miter, and staff) with long red hair. Could that have been me? Then another whisper of knowing made my heart sink:

Persecution by the church.


“Do you know that today’s the Spring Equinox?” Stephanie the Elven Princess – my healer for today – tells me.


“Yes, the actual day when day and night is equally long. The energies are in perfect balance.”

I thank her once more for seeing me on such short notice, and tell her a little about myself, my work with Isis and Egyptian energies, as well as my karmically blocked heart and throat chakras. Okay. She starts the session off with the Ascended Masters Oracle deck – I instinctively pick three cards: Thoth, Osiris, (the third?). The Thoth card comes with the message ‘Write’ (hence this article), while Osiris has ‘Father, Husband, Brother, Son’

Stephanie explains to me the importance of the retuning male energies to this world. I do not tell her that before entering the room I was looking at buying the Findhorn Flower Essences called ‘Masculine’…

On the healing bed now, I close my eyes and breathe in deeply. Stephanie, I presume sits at the head of the bed where I cannot see her. But it’s okay, and she starts to speak in a stricter, more solid tone. Her voice calls in the angels, benevolent energies, Archangel Michael, Raphael, Metatron, Zadkiel, Uriel…

She starts to sing in the most angelic voice, sometimes strong and stern, sometimes gentle. At intervals she channels Siriun speech (or is it Elvish, or the language of the Seraphim?) Whatever it is, it does not matter. I feel I understand the messages, lying there with my eyes closed. At what point did Osiris appear in my mind, I do not know. Am I channeling him? I see through his eyes, the legendary jeweled sarcophagus in which he will lie in, and Seth with close it shut, throw it into the Nile, and start THE chain reaction of events.

“Do you know why I did what I did?” Osiris asks me. Surely he knew the jeweled sarcophagus was a trap? The understanding dawns upon me like a slow thudding ache at the heart: So that Seth (Brother) will find his place as Chaos. So that Isis his wife (Husband) would learn the limits (or rather, limitlessness) of her powers, wisdom – most of all, love – and so become the Mother to one and all. So that Horus his son (Father) would overcome his trials to earn his title of Pharaoh-King.

I wept as this new realization, of what ‘masculine’ could also mean. Wisdom, sacrifice, unconditional compassion. The same way Yeshua the Christ chose to demonstrate his compassion and love and wisdom.

A new path opens before me, as Stephanie’s voice continues to channel new encodings, diminish old ones, and reveal more messages: ‘Forgive him, for he acted out of fear, for he did not know better. Forgive him, and love him.’

She continues. ‘Like Joan of Arc, you too were once gifted, chosen to hear the voice of the Divine. You offered your gifts to the Bishop in utter faith. But having taken your gifts he persecuted you. This shame, anger, and sense of betrayal you brought into this life with you.’

Inside me, another voice continues: ‘To remind you of your shame and anger in this life, you will adopt the name of Lucipher in the guise of Lucas, out of anger, out of spite.’

‘Forgive the Bishop, for he acted out of fear. For he knew not better. Most of all, forgive your self. It was not your wrong nor your shame to bear.’

Her voice moves into angelic song now, as I feel the strong vibrations sift through my physical body. I feel parts of my etheric body crack. Tears and then some more, as my chest expands more and more with each breath.

‘Release this fear and anger for it no longer serves you. Let it go let it go let it go….’ She continues to sing. She weeps with me too.

‘Lady Magdelene and Lord Yeshua are here with us. They will heal your heart…’ In my mind’s eye the same pink and green energies I perceived a month ago at Elisabeth Jensen’s class in Singapore appear. Yeshua/Osiris has the deepest brightest purest green energy.

Instinctively I know also who the Bishop is in this life time. I forgive you, for you acted out of fear. For you knew not better. I thank you for your lessons. I release my anger and shame for it no longer serves me. I thank you and love you unconditionally.

After more Siriun Star/Seraphim encodings and light activation, the session slows its momentum. Her voice sings softly now to bring all parts of my soul back to this time and day and place. Come back come back come back…

A few moments later I open my eyes. I stretch my arms, my ankles, my feet. Almost two hours (two lifetimes?) has gone by. I sit back down on to the chair and my head is still light, though not dizzy. I no longer feel the need to weep. This is what a miracle feels like, I say. I tell her also that I feel like just giving a long loud holler to the hills… But Stephanie has one more card for me to pick. I shuffle the deck and pick the cards on the top. Could today get anymore amazing than it already has? I pick two cards, instinctively:

First card: Paul the Venetian, with the message Artistic Expression (My Throat chakra has finally cleared?)

The second card? Open your Heart to Love, says Jesus.


Sound Therapy with the Voice @ the Violet Flame

Isis Lotus Healing 2

January 13, 2010 Leave a comment

Was that just four days? It felt like years 🙂 No I don’t mean that the classes were long… maybe because we traveled to so many places, different lifetimes, it felt like a much longer time.

Theory – meditation – practice – theory – meditation – practice

We practiced doing divination using cards. We were attuned to the energy of God Horus for the 3rd Eye and clarity – many times clarity of the Heart supersedes that of the eyes.

One of my favorite moments was the meditation of returning to the Halls of Amenti – where all the soul-records are contained. I think it lies under the physical body of the Great Pyramid, but exists only on the energy level. So if you want to go there, you need to use your energy body 😉 Not so easy yeah?

As Thoth is the Keeper of the Records, he needs to grant permission for your visit. The Hall itself it very long – as far as the eye can see, almost. The statues of all the Gods/desses line the walls, hundreds, far more than we know today. The most beautiful feeling occurred to me when Anubis said, “You are home finally.” A most blissful experience I cannot describe. Not like the place was some gorgeous tourist site you don’t wanna leave. Just a feeling of belonging somewhere safely.

Goddesses Isis and Maat also revealed to me how to uncover the Divine Seed Pearl in a human body – it lies within a lotus, within a lotus, within a lotus. Karmic contracts are stored within these Pearls… are you allowed to reorganize it? 😉

Day three was the energy attunement to Goddess Sekhmet, the Lion-Headed one. Sekhmet energy is fiery and is used for deep clearing and healing – during the attunement I open my mouth and felt myself breathing flames. Strangely enough Teacher Sri perceived me exploding in bright light when she touched my head during the attunement process.

As an extra thing, I also perceived the animal spirit guides for two of my classmates – a brown horse and a panther. During lunch:

“Hey, I think your animal spirit guide is a big black cat.”

“That’s so weird. I see a panther following me around during deep meditation!”

Incident two walking down the stairs:

“Do you like horses?”

“Yes, especially Unicorns. Why?”

“I saw your animal guide. It’s a horse, standing next to you in class.”

“Someone told me the same thing 3 days ago! What color is it?”



I guess it was because the energy vibration was very high in the class room after few days of constant meditation and invocation, hence this time I could actually SEE those animals clearly.

More about the classes later. Still recovering – letting the physical body adjust to the higher auric vibrations…

P.S. You may address me as a Priest of Isis now 🙂

In Case You Didn’t Already Know

December 7, 2009 Leave a comment

It’s kinda amazing how some old friends you can just sit down with and talk as if you were just picking-up from yesterday – and not like 6 months ago. Ever since embarking on this Lightworker journey I think I notice and appreciate these little moments better – or have I always been like that?

Sometimes it’s amazing how others perceive you, versus how you perceive yourself – or how you think others perceive you. Never quite there.

Example 1.

The pen I am using to write this down was recently given to me by an acquaintance. And by ‘acquaintance’ I do refer to someone you met from work, don’t meet everyday, and are not too personally acquainted with otherwise. The pen, he had bought from Japan. I had taught him some (little) things recently and in return, he gifted this pen to me. “You’re a writer right? You’ll use it well.” I was mildly surprised by this little gesture of course. You want some back-story? Two years ago in Qing Dao I had cried while in this person’s arms.

I left Qing Dao a slightly different person. We never became friends.

That was it, of course. But still. I want to illustrate the complexity of human relationships. A complexity that goes beyond one lifetime, beyond what our 5 senses might be able to perceive, and beyond what our conscious mind may comprehend.

People come into your lives. People leave. Sometimes they come back again. Then they leave again. And then some other thing.

Example 2.

The book that the pen writes into is a moleskin gifted by another, much better-acquainted friend. One who can easily comprehend the following part of the story. One whose animal spirit guide grazed its white fur onto my arm during healing. One whom I’ve met in Sri Lanka in a recent past life, most likely.

I have yet to return to Sri Lanka in this lifetime, as much as I have yet to return to Thailand.

For those who did not know me, or only knew my water-surface, might become surprised at the collection of this blog. At times I do wonder if it were wise to journal my findings and experiences for all to see. But I fear all these being forgotten even more than the fear of being misunderstood or ridiculed.

So here they are, piece by piece, part by part. The question I asked my mother when I was 4; the books I read at 5 that shaped and fueled me until now; the pictures I drew at 7 (and some of my schoolmates still remember those images of the Chinese Gods I’d collected and kept in a book). Ages 12 til 19 was a hiatus for me – much of the time was spent writing stories that one day might tell me who I was to be…

Many things I believe are not meant to be revealed. This is what I learned from my work with Feng Shui and Destiny and Divination. I think, some things should reveal themselves in time. But people are impatient. And price-tags are placed on knowledge. How many friends have I lost whose last words to me were ‘If you knew why didn’t you tell me?’

If I had told you, you might not have seen the wisdom unfold before your eyes. You will not see that at the end of the day, life is like carefully unwrapping a very delicious lotus-leaf rice, filled with various treasures within the rice, wrapped inside the lotus-leaf. And without seeing it unfold once, how would you know how to eat it the next time?

What if I told you that when I first met you I knew I would be destined to lose you?

But far and contrary I do NOT have all the answers. Nor do I seek to. I only gracefully receive whatever is given to me. I do not ask questions. I observe. I do not speak when it is redundant to do so – don’t we have enough noise around us already?

Hence a moment of reflective quietness is sometimes all I ask for. Do not ask me to unravel my secrets to you. To myself, I have none. To myself, I am a straightforward person, an open book. But like I mentioned earlier, how we perceive ourselves versus how people perceive us are two completely different things.

But perhaps it is not me that you wish to decipher. Perhaps it is You that You truly wish to unravel, and in my eyes you saw your own reflection (The Alchemist). And in case the point of this post eluded you – there is none to be made. But maybe in the superfluous fragments of Me you will find little jigsaw pieces of You.

May the Eye of Horus guide you into wise vision and understanding.

Priest of What?

November 17, 2009 Leave a comment

I love this article by Elizabeth Jensen (my Teacher’s Teacher): ‘Secrets of the Ancient Egyptian Initiates’. In it she states, very simply:

  1. ‘… we can all become Priests and Priestesses by simply following a spiritual path and by devotion to a particular God or Goddess and their work.’
  2. ‘Gods and Goddesses are Archetypal energies – great energy pools of power.’
  3. ‘… if you constantly worked energetically with one Divinity you absorbed their energies and powers into your energy field and body…’

You do not have to shave your head (only if you think it’s cool), abstain from certain foods (only if you want to), or perform special rituals to show your devotion to a certain aspect. Your work, at the end of the day, will speak for itself.

The term of ‘Gods and Goddesses’ instantly conjure the impression of religion. I’d like to insist that spirituality does not equate to religion (neither does religion equate to spirituality, nowadays!).  For example, we cannot say that all doctors are healthy people, nor are all healthy people doctors. So the term ‘Gods and Goddesses’ refer instead to classifications of energy, specific patterns if you may. It can be otherwise categorized into color energy if you wish. For example:

  • Isis is bluish-white energy (sometimes silver, as associated with the Sacral Chakra). Sometimes Guan Yin shares the same light energy.
  • Anubis is velvety black energy
  • Osiris is green energy, for life and regeneration
  • Horus carries sky blue energy – sometimes turquoise – relating to freedom, power through royalty

All four of the above energies can be used (and have been used) for healing. Isis’ energy heals very deeply, through the body and energy centers, sometimes into past karmic wounds. Anubis heals through transforming wounds and scars and remove parasitic entities. Osiris renews life and spirit. Horus’ healing energy is soft, light, cool, and brisk – suitable for detoxification and outer protection of the shield aura.

Last but not least, constantly channeling one energy through your personal energy field (or Aura) enables you to slowly integrate that energy. Which means, the more work you do with Isis, for example, the easier (and stronger) her energy can flow through you.

Horus’ Message

November 5, 2009 Leave a comment

Although I am just a novice priest in this lifetime, the Gods are kind to me when imparting their lessons. I am sincerely grateful for that…

One night after meditation and just about to sleep, Horus came to my mind with some instructions – I was to go seek out this old friend (presumably he was depressed) tomorrow morning, give him a hug, and tell him that everything will turn out fine, along with a message.

horus of edfu

I remember thinking, ‘What? And risk being called crazy?’

Needless to say, my fear got the better of me and I did not relay the message. Instead I went straight to my office. It was about 11 a.m. when I chanced upon my Facebook – I noticed that this friend had changed his profile picture, after keeping the old one for over half a year.

Want to guess what the picture was?

The open blue sky… with an eagle soaring in the clouds. He’d spotted the eagle, and snapped a picture of it.

I shuddered into goosebumps. I mean, Horus? Eagle? What are the chances of this being a mere coincidence? And in less than 12 hours, too.

‘Horus, you win.’ So I MSN-messaged this friend, and began, “Hey, I have something out-of-this-world to tell you…”

About a few days later, it was this guy’s birthday. He had a small party and we were all there having a merry time. At one point in the night, after a few drinks, the birthday boy hugged me and said to me, “Thanks for your message. It cannot have come at a better time. You hit the nail on the spot, man. You have no idea…”

He hugged me, and thanked me, again and again. It was almost overwhelming: being able to be there for someone you care for. And being appreciated as a Lightworker adhering to his calling (even though it wasn’t my ‘work’ in the first place!)

So I thank you Horus, for looking over my dear friend, and for showing me these beautiful lessons.

Incidentally, the Animal Guide for this friend is also an eagle (or falcon?). I’d perceived it on two separate meditation sessions. Anyway, I’ll leave you with Horus’ message to my friend:

Horus Wikipedia



O Righteous, be steadfast.

Look to the Sky and you will find me.

For I am always with you.



So you can imagine the goosebumps I got when I saw that Facebook picture…