A Song Healing

Archangel Raziel, keeper of divine knowledge – I pray that you may reveal to me the knowledge of a past life that is still weighing heavily on my soul. That I may learn its wisdom and release it. May I receive this knowledge as I sleep. Thank you.

Just before I dozed off at 6 am I remember an image of a bishop (robes, miter, and staff) with long red hair. Could that have been me? Then another whisper of knowing made my heart sink:

Persecution by the church.

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“Do you know that today’s the Spring Equinox?” Stephanie the Elven Princess – my healer for today – tells me.

“Really?”

“Yes, the actual day when day and night is equally long. The energies are in perfect balance.”

I thank her once more for seeing me on such short notice, and tell her a little about myself, my work with Isis and Egyptian energies, as well as my karmically blocked heart and throat chakras. Okay. She starts the session off with the Ascended Masters Oracle deck – I instinctively pick three cards: Thoth, Osiris, (the third?). The Thoth card comes with the message ‘Write’ (hence this article), while Osiris has ‘Father, Husband, Brother, Son’

Stephanie explains to me the importance of the retuning male energies to this world. I do not tell her that before entering the room I was looking at buying the Findhorn Flower Essences called ‘Masculine’…

On the healing bed now, I close my eyes and breathe in deeply. Stephanie, I presume sits at the head of the bed where I cannot see her. But it’s okay, and she starts to speak in a stricter, more solid tone. Her voice calls in the angels, benevolent energies, Archangel Michael, Raphael, Metatron, Zadkiel, Uriel…

She starts to sing in the most angelic voice, sometimes strong and stern, sometimes gentle. At intervals she channels Siriun speech (or is it Elvish, or the language of the Seraphim?) Whatever it is, it does not matter. I feel I understand the messages, lying there with my eyes closed. At what point did Osiris appear in my mind, I do not know. Am I channeling him? I see through his eyes, the legendary jeweled sarcophagus in which he will lie in, and Seth with close it shut, throw it into the Nile, and start THE chain reaction of events.

“Do you know why I did what I did?” Osiris asks me. Surely he knew the jeweled sarcophagus was a trap? The understanding dawns upon me like a slow thudding ache at the heart: So that Seth (Brother) will find his place as Chaos. So that Isis his wife (Husband) would learn the limits (or rather, limitlessness) of her powers, wisdom – most of all, love – and so become the Mother to one and all. So that Horus his son (Father) would overcome his trials to earn his title of Pharaoh-King.

I wept as this new realization, of what ‘masculine’ could also mean. Wisdom, sacrifice, unconditional compassion. The same way Yeshua the Christ chose to demonstrate his compassion and love and wisdom.

A new path opens before me, as Stephanie’s voice continues to channel new encodings, diminish old ones, and reveal more messages: ‘Forgive him, for he acted out of fear, for he did not know better. Forgive him, and love him.’

She continues. ‘Like Joan of Arc, you too were once gifted, chosen to hear the voice of the Divine. You offered your gifts to the Bishop in utter faith. But having taken your gifts he persecuted you. This shame, anger, and sense of betrayal you brought into this life with you.’

Inside me, another voice continues: ‘To remind you of your shame and anger in this life, you will adopt the name of Lucipher in the guise of Lucas, out of anger, out of spite.’

‘Forgive the Bishop, for he acted out of fear. For he knew not better. Most of all, forgive your self. It was not your wrong nor your shame to bear.’

Her voice moves into angelic song now, as I feel the strong vibrations sift through my physical body. I feel parts of my etheric body crack. Tears and then some more, as my chest expands more and more with each breath.

‘Release this fear and anger for it no longer serves you. Let it go let it go let it go….’ She continues to sing. She weeps with me too.

‘Lady Magdelene and Lord Yeshua are here with us. They will heal your heart…’ In my mind’s eye the same pink and green energies I perceived a month ago at Elisabeth Jensen’s class in Singapore appear. Yeshua/Osiris has the deepest brightest purest green energy.

Instinctively I know also who the Bishop is in this life time. I forgive you, for you acted out of fear. For you knew not better. I thank you for your lessons. I release my anger and shame for it no longer serves me. I thank you and love you unconditionally.

After more Siriun Star/Seraphim encodings and light activation, the session slows its momentum. Her voice sings softly now to bring all parts of my soul back to this time and day and place. Come back come back come back…

A few moments later I open my eyes. I stretch my arms, my ankles, my feet. Almost two hours (two lifetimes?) has gone by. I sit back down on to the chair and my head is still light, though not dizzy. I no longer feel the need to weep. This is what a miracle feels like, I say. I tell her also that I feel like just giving a long loud holler to the hills… But Stephanie has one more card for me to pick. I shuffle the deck and pick the cards on the top. Could today get anymore amazing than it already has? I pick two cards, instinctively:

First card: Paul the Venetian, with the message Artistic Expression (My Throat chakra has finally cleared?)

The second card? Open your Heart to Love, says Jesus.

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Sound Therapy with the Voice @ the Violet Flame